UNDER CONSTRUCTION.

2012-02-10T23:30:00.001+08:00

2012-02-09T21:24:00.002+08:00

I feel like that right now.

No idea why. This week, or rather, today is a bad day. My world feels like it's gonna friggin crash and burn and I just want to run back into someone's arms when I know I shouldn't and I know that I can't. Escape mode just doesn't work for me anymore.

2011-10-13T23:24:00.002+08:00

Lots on my mind since I started going for LM and DG, lots of guilt actually. 5th commandment in Exodus states 'Honor thy father and mother' and for the life of me, I can't bring myself to do so. My prayer for the longest time has been 'teach me how to love them', now, I find myself indifferent to them. Their complaints, their worries, fears etc, I can't bring myself to care for them.

Just the other day, I was studying out at the dinning table, my grandma sitting opposite me minding her own business, reading the papers. My dad walks over with this look on his face, as if someone just offended him. When I was much younger, that look meant that I was gonna be canned and beaten up soon. He tells me 'go to the study room and lock the door. If not, she'll keep on pestering you and asking you all sorts of things. Don't talk to her. Don't even show her pictures or videos. The minute you show her one, it'll be never-ending.' I profess, I love my grandma. Much much more than my parents combined. His hate for my grandma, his mother, makes me hate him in return. Tell me, how on earth do you expect me to love this person.

2011-07-17T21:37:00.003+08:00

It's been 7 days 15hours 23min since I last saw and hugged him, and the first few hours were the worst :'|

*hugs* *tear* :'(

But then again, in 13 days' time, he's coming back! :D Only for a day, or even less than that, but YAY! :D

Life's been going slow since I returned from a cross-cultural trip to Zhao Jue, China, and if not for Thaddeus leaving, I might have requested for a longer stay. The place was beautiful, food was cheap, and life was stress-free. Mann, that's my kinda life. But then again, I wouldn't want to be born there. The streets are dirty, the men there are real pigs and the women are the sole breadwinners of the household. Haiz, I guess life's never fair huh.

The view from one of the classrooms at the secondary school there. So awesome.

Anyways, I can't wait for school to start. I seriously can't stand not having anything to do and staying home all the time. Thank goodness I'm having driving lessons now so at least I have a reason to go out haha.

22Aug come quick! I wanna go back to school!

2011-07-16T09:33:00.000+08:00

RETAIL THERAPY (: (: (: (: (:

Nice black/brown Kappa flats
~~New bagpack~~
That handbag
That other handbag
New wallet
Nice heels
~~Nice flats~~
~~New slippers~~
~~New handphone~~
~~New camera~~

I should also go to JB soon and use my 30% discount voucher before it expires hahahaha

2011-05-08T00:00:00.003+08:00

"Is this what you want?" "Aren't you going to do anything about it?" The boyfriend asks these questions a lot lately, and I guess I've been procrastinating for far too long. I need to get off my bum and do something if I want the future that I want.

I've been really troubled the past few weeks - uni, family, boyfriend, haha, and yeah, just troubled. There have been nights when I would just stay up all night because there were just too many things in my head and I couldn't make it stop just so I could close my eyes and rest. I used to resort to taking sleeping pills, but the boyfriend disapproves. Haha, so I try my best not to. I still do sometimes, but only when I'm really desperate :X

Anyways, on to happier thoughts(: My birthday's coming up soon, and I've been thinking of what I want to buy for myself as a birthday present hahaha, I actually do that every year :P I've been wanting a lot of things and I'm just gonna list it all here hahaha :P I want a watch, nice black/brown Kappa flats, a new bagpack, that handbag, that other handbag, a new wallet, nice heels that aren't too high haha, nice flats, new slippers and maybe a new handphone(: BIG HINT to Thadd though, haha, all I want is to have you for myself for a whole day(:

I'm gonna buy me something ex this year(: The wonders of retail therapy(:

2011-04-10T22:18:00.002+08:00

This was how I felt this morning. Stressed, upset, disappointed, emo, filled with regret, stressed. And I finally gave up trying to solve the problem and sat down next to him, still feeling so stressed I wish I could disappear for a moment. But the moment that he leaned against me, I felt relived. And when he held my hand, I didn't feel like disappearing anymore.

That's just how much I need him sometimes. And that's just how much I love him all the time(:

2011-03-18T17:52:00.003+08:00

Haha, I realised I update this blog only once a month :P

Anyways, life's moving kinda slowly now.. Mad4Math is now my past and Imageworks Asia is my present. Please please please let NIE be my future!

This week's the first time in a long time I mean it when I say TGIF! Working isn't tiring, it's just the lack of sleep after having what, 8 months (?) of waking up in the late morning and going to work in the afternoons. I hope my body gets used to waking up early soon! >.<

I can't wait for tmr. Thadd's hall prod is finally here, and I can't wait for it to be over. I may sound kinda mean, but it's taking up so much time! So much study time, so much 'us' time, just so much time! Rawrrr...

2011-02-10T00:08:00.000+08:00

I feel so... Sad :(

2011-01-04T12:26:00.002+08:00

It's 2011. And it's less than 3 months to the release of the A'Level results, which means in less than 3 months, I'll be applying for uni all over again. And hopefully, this time, it'll be successful. I'm scared.

After doing some research, I realised that actually, I don't qualify for NIE. The 10th percentile entry to NIE is BBC/C, and I did worse than that. And last year, they only admitted 178 A Level grads into NIE. And that's a really small number. And I'll be fighting for that. Hopefully, I'll be given a chance to fight for that place in NIE.

Oh wells, whatever happens this year, I'll just have to accept it and commit everything to God. Cos only He knows me best, and only He knows what's truly best for me.

2010-12-29T11:40:00.003+08:00

Wow, can't believe Christmas is over so soon! Haha, I didn't even feel that Christmas-y this year. Hahaha. Things were so hectic this Christmas what with all the camps and work and Christmas musicals. Haha, but I had fun, sort of :P

Anyway, the Sims are back! :D haha, at first when they told me they weren't coming back I was a little sad. But yay! Their parents changed their mind! :D

Yeah, anyways, what I thought was just gonna be a simple lunch on Sunday after church, turned out to be a mini tour around Singapore. Hahaha. We went from Minds Cafe at Dhoby Ghaut to Marina Bay Sands, to the Esplanade, to the Merlion then back to City Hall. Haha, dude, it was such a long and fun day. Hahaha.

At the Helix Bridge

Outside Esplanade Mall (I love this picture! Haha, don't really know why, but, haha just like it :D)

And and oh oh oh! We just celebrated our 2 year anniversary! <3

Teehee(: That's my Christmas card from him(:

We didn't do much this year, as compared to the past 2 years. Just stayed at his home and watched a movie with his brother and mom. Haha. Then took a nice long nap on the sofa afterwards and then went out for dinner at the soup spoon(: Haha.

Anyways, my holiday from M4M is gonna end really soon! >.< Haha, not that I don't like working there, but it's a nice break(: Really hope I can catch up with all the people who are back for holidays before I go back to work again. Haiz. Haha.

2010-12-16T21:54:00.002+08:00

HYS Camp 2010 has finally come and gone.. But I still feel as if I have things that need to be done for camp. Haiz. Guess I was just kinda stressing myself out a lot before and during camp. Haha. I think I better not be in charge of logistics again next year. Hahaha

Strangely, I felt really emo the night camp ended. I was so tired from going to work after camp and all, but somehow I was still looking forward to being able to see all the dudes at camp. Guess I haven't gotten out of the camp mode yet :P

HYS Camp 2010 Camp Com (:
[from left: Joseph (worship), Kelvin (games), Edward (games), Brandon (programs), Ernest (games), Ming Sheng (games), Melissa (games), me(logistics, registration, finances)]
Haha, I'm the number one sai kang warrior ;)

I take awful jump shots. Hahaha! But everyone else looks nice. hahaha.

2010-11-25T12:03:00.002+08:00

Haha, randomly decided to update today since I don't have to go to work as early as usual :P There's a new "slave" to be the counter girl for Ms Tan's classes now. Hahaha.

For the past 2 nights, I've been in church, sorta helping out with the PA for the JSS (Junior Sunday School) Camp Hooray finale night. Haha. And woah, they're all so small and so LOUD! Hahaha. I don't think I was ever that loud when I was smaller. Hahaha. But it was fun. And oh, the food was oh-so-goooood. Haha, I'm kinda jealous actually, that the JSS kids get such good food during camps. Haha. When I went to the church kitchen, I got a shock cos there was so much food everywhere! They get "home-cooked" food prepared by all the aunty volunteers from church. Damn yummy! I should have taken a pic of last night's western meal. Haha. Chicken chop with mashed potatoes, broccoli with carrots and cream of mushroom soup. All home made. Ahhhh (:

And I can't believe that November's ending already. Haha. Time seems to be passing faster now. Wonder why. Haha. December's coming soon, and soon, we'll be going for youth camp, then after that, it'll be Christmas, and before I know it, my friends will be getting their A Level results and I'll be panicking with them. Haha. And hopefully, we'll all be able to get into uni (hopefully the same uni :D) and we'll be complaining about the amount of work we have to do in uni. Hahaha. I can't wait for that(:

And oh oh! It's been quite a while since we got together. And I can't believe we've already been together for 23 months! :D Haha. Happy 23rd month anniversary dear! ^.^

2010-11-14T17:13:00.001+08:00

Woah, I haven't updated this blog for so looong. Haha. Anyways, life's been treating me kinda well lately. It doesn't seem as mundane and routine as it used to. I think. Haha. Now that the kids exams are over, time passes slightly slower and I get more time to talk to my kids and they now become crazier and well, out of control. Hahaha.

Anyways, on the other hand, I still try my very best to squeeze out some boyfriend time, just like he does for me(: though most of the times I have to go to hall to meet him and watch him study, I'm more than happy to just do that. I feel that time spent together is quite an important aspect in a relationship. If you spend too much time together, you'll get sick of each other quickly and well, it won't end up well. And if you don't spend time together at all then, dude, you're not in a relationship. Haha. Oh wells, I'm happy and he's happy that I'm happy so yay(: haha.

I like watching him study anyways(:

2010-09-16T11:56:00.003+08:00

I miss school :( I miss my friends :(

Cos working life ain't nothing like school life. Now that I've been working for the past 7 months or so, I really can't wait to be rid of this life. It's so routine and there's no time for anything else. All I've been doing everyday is wake up, wash up, eat, go to work, come home from work, eat, sleep. Then the cycle repeats itself everyday. It's not that I don't enjoy what I do, cos I enjoy teaching and all, but I'm restricted in the tuition centre. All I see is the few walls of the centre and nothign else. At least when I was at Fish&Co, there was other stuff to look at and different customers coming in everyday. But this time, it's different. Haiz. I know school's almost the same, but there's so much more to do after school and during school. It's so much more fun and alive. Mannz, I really hope I can get into uni next year!

2010-07-25T18:03:00.003+08:00

Woah, it's been really long since I last posted something. Haha. Time has passed kinda quickly, I think. Feels like it. July's already coming to an end, and before I know it, it'll be 2011 already. Haiz.

Anyways, I think I've really been wasting my time a lot recently. Though I am working, but I work only 3-4 hours a day, maybe max 6hours. Yeah. The rest of my time is spent on the com or sleeping or slacking. That kinda sucks. Haha. I really should take this time to do something meaningful or useful or smth like that. Hmmmm...

Anyways, I can't believe it, but we're at our 19months already! Haha. Amazing(:
Happy 19months dear! (:

A fairytale come true(:

2010-06-29T12:13:00.005+08:00

Haha, back from church camp at Batam! :D

Edward's doing the 'rachel pose'. Hahaha. Cos that's what I did to Thadd in the pic we took on valentine's day :P Hahaha!

Elijah! Haha, he's super cute! And like to feed me banana flavoured honey stars. hahaha! And he only allows jie jies and uncles to carry him. Not aunties. Hahaha, sorry Thadd, seems like you're now an uncle :P

Anyways, updates. Well, it turns out that I won't be entering any uni anytime soon. So I'll just be working till applications open again next year. Haiz. I found it very hard to believe that I didn't get accepted into any uni. Maybe it's just that competition for places was very tough this year. So yeah. Hopefully I'll get a place next year! (:

2010-06-24T23:58:00.001+08:00

If I said I needed you...
Would you come and find me?...

2010-05-14T18:00:00.000+08:00

YAYYYYYYYYY~! HIS EXAMS ARE OVERRR! Hahaha, okay, his exams were over last week, but I only got to go out with him this week :P

Anyways, yesterday we went to Marina Barrage to fly kites! :D hahaha, Okay, we attempted to fly a kite. And failed. Kinda badly. Hahaha! But there was this nice couple who tried to teach us and show us the proper way of getting the kite higher into the sky, but heh, we still failed :P It was kinda funny, cos for the first 2 hours, all I did was watch him run the length and breath of the field trying to push the kite into the sky, but the kite just kept on cartwheeling and sinking back to earth. Hahaha. Oh, he got a spiderman kite -.- There are pictures, but gotta wait for him to upload them first :P

Though we were successful in getting the kite up and have our mini picnic, seeing him sprinting all over the place, trying to get the kite up, even if it wasn't for me, I was still kinda touched by that(: and mann, was he sweaty after that. Hahahaha! And plus, it rained in morning, so the field was all muddy and slimy and gross. urgh. Thank goodness he brought an extra shirt for me to change into, if not I would be stinking up the whole train on the way home mannz :P

He may be small, he may be a super annoying niangzhen, and has many pimples that somehow cameras can't catch, but he's my teddy, and I love him(:

2010-04-23T18:53:00.002+08:00

FISH&CO FISH&CO GOOOO!! Hahahaha!

That was the day Putri(in the yellow jacket) left, at first I was kinda happy cos she's damn fierce, but then again, I miss her sarcasm. hahaha!

Anyways, none of the unis have replied me :| this is taking really long. hahaha. Thadd's telling me to be patient, but dude, April's gonna end soon! Hahaha. OH wells.

2010-04-05T12:37:00.004+08:00

Wahaha, these pics are from super long ago. Hahaha. If I'm not wrong, it was from sometime in Feb or March during his IHG Finals... Hmmm. Haha. Oh wells :P

From left: Yuhan, Hua Ming, Thadd, Me

Yeah, and this is what I have to endure when I meet him, and what Hua Ming has to endure on a daily basis. Hahahaha! Okay, wait, endure sounds like it's a bad thing. Hmmm. Hahaha, I can't find any other word! :P Sorry babe :P Hahaha

Haiz. Anyways, I'm getting super impatient with the applications into uni. Why can't they release the results earlier?! Hahaha. I'm really hoping I can get into NTU though. If I can't, I'll just settle for NUS, but no way am I going to SIM, no offense to anyone who's aiming to go there. My mom seems super keen my entry to SIM, I have no idea why. Maybe it's cos it's a private uni, and I'm sorta guaranteed a place there no matter what. Haiz. Haha.

2010-03-29T14:15:00.001+08:00

I just realised I haven't updated for the loooongest time. Hahaha. Oh wells. Recently I've been eating lots of "new" stuff. New meaning they've been around for forever, just that I've never eaten them before. And just on Friday, I was thinking up a whole list of whatever I've eaten for the first time cos Man Yin was saying that I had no life or smth for not having eaten these things before. Hahaha! Oh wells :P Here's my list ;)

My first time eating...
1) laksa was just a few sundays ago at church brunch :P
2) octopus flavoured tako yaki last fri with man yin and zhi ning
3) Mr Bean ice cream, just a few weeks ago with Thadd (:
4) kueh pie tee with Thadd's family when we celebrated his birthday
5) chendol some time this year with Thadd, Edward and Brandon
6) fried calamari a few days ago! Hahaha
7) curry was in sec sch frm the malay stall. I still remember it was damn hot! hahaha!
8) hum chim peng last year at youth camp. Hahaha!
9) beard papa... some time last year? no, this year with Thadd. hahaha. He said I had no life :|
10) yami yogurt at youth camp last year when Gen let me have some of hers. Hahaha!
11) peng kueh some time this year. Thadd bluffed me and told me it was called pink kueh or ang ku kueh or smth like that. Hahaha!
12) samosa.. some time this year in church. hahaha. It has curry in it >.<
13) Otak.. some time this year at a church brunch. Thadd's mom gave me some, so I had to eat it. It was HOT!
14) Popiah was last year at Ms Tan's christmas gathering. Ms Tan said Likhah will be very sad if I didn't eat her food. hahaha!
15) Lo Hei -- the first time I did the Lo Hei as well as eat it was last year when I went to Thadd's hse for CNY (:
16) XO sliced fish bee hoon, some time last year.. Oh! After Ya Ting's ensemble performance with Thadd :P
17) Mango ice shavings with Thadd some time last year. Hahaha.

I think that's about all I can think of for the time being.. Hahaha! Yeah. But I feel like such a noob for not having eaten all of these before :P There's actually still lots of food that I haven't tried before, but most of them have chili or curry so I don't really dare try. hahaha! Oh wells :P

I think I'll update this again. soon. I hope. Hahaha.

2010-02-26T12:43:00.003+08:00

I haven't been to work in a week. Well, not a full week yet, but I miss Fish&Co already. Haiz. Results should be out in a week. I think. There hasn't been any concrete news on when it's coming out, but I'm guessing next friday. And I'm hoping I won't break down on that day. I just might :X

Oh wells. The past week has been boring. I've been doing nothing but sleep every day. Well, can't help it if the medicine's making me drowsy and all. Haiz. Oh, and ever since Moses introduced me to this website, I've been hooked onto Supernatural :D Heh. I finished watching the whole of season 3 yesterday, and I'm half-way through season 4. The website's spazzing on me, so I figured I'm not gonna waste time and just go borrow it instead(: Heh.

I've been having weird dreams lately, and it's making me think about lots of stuff. And I'm not liking it. And it's not really helping that my mom's kinda initiating it. Haiz. Please please, let me have dream-less nights...

2010-02-18T11:25:00.004+08:00

YES! I finally have a whole morning/afternoon free. Hahaha. And I've got quite a few things to do. Hmmm, hope I can accomplish all of the things on my to-do list(:

1) deposit ang-pow money
2) make atm card
3) update bank book to see if fish&co has paid me yet ;)
4) get my typhoid jab
5) make my long overdue card
6) pack my super messy cupboard
7) finish up CA2 and CA3 (M4M job :P)
8) go cycling! :D my dad changed the tires and I've been wanting to go try it out for the longest time(:
9) sign up for driving tests
10) buy long overdue presents
11) check out prices and dates for holiday tours(:
12) send my clothes for alteration

Woah, that's quite a lot to do.. Hahaha. I don't think I can finish all by 6pm tonight. I'm going to work at Jurong Point! :( Don't like that place. There's hardly any air-con, hardly any walking space, and dude, the things there are falling apart! Hahaha. After working at JP once, I'm loving IMM. Hahaha.

2010-02-17T01:20:00.000+08:00

One thing for sure, this year's CNY's more eventful that last years(: hahaha. On the eve of CNY, my relatives on my dad's side came over to my house for dinner. And when my grandma heard that my aunt from the states was coming back for CNY, she whipped up a 9-course dinner :D YUMMY! Hahaha. It was a little awkward catching up with my cousin, cos we only see her once a year and we don't really keep in contact. Haha. Oh wells, I think it went okay(:

Oh, and we finally took a family picture(: Not a full one though. My eldest uncle was overseas and my youngest uncle hasn't come to my house for dinner for the looooongest time. Oh wells, better than nothing(:

CNY first day, went to church and all, then proceeded to my aunt's place for dinner at night(: Instead of the usual pot-luck, we had steamboat dinner this year instead(:

My cousin needs to act more AC Barker-ish. Hahaha.

CNY 2nd day, my family was supposed to go visit my kao gong in the morning, but something cropped up, and it was cancelled :( sad. So after lunch, I went clothes shopping. Hahaha! Cos I realised I didn't have anything nice and new to wear to Thadd's house the next day, so I panicked a bit :P Hahaha!

Anyways, 2nd day of CNY, Thadd came over to bai nian and to sing some karaoke songs. Hahaha! And also to scare Yong Chang with his super high soprano voice ;) Hahaha! When my sam-soak (third uncle) and auntie millie heard that these 2 guys were coming over to my house, they decided to come on the same day just to check them out. Hahaha! It was fun(:

Hahaha, too happy, that's why you can hardly see my eyes :P

Stella's guy ;) methinks he looks nicer when he isn't smiling. Hahaha!

CNY third day, went to work at Fish&Co in the morning. It was super tiring, I have no idea why. Haha. I woke up feeling as if I had only slept for an hour >.< yeah. Anyways, dragged myself to work and survived the afternoon at work. Rushed home after that to bathe and change to go to Thadd's house for dinner(: His relatives are super loud and a bit crazy sometimes, but it feels more like family than mine does sometimes. Haiz.

And the first time I lou hei-ed was actually at his house a year ago! Hahaha. I felt like such a noob XP It's actually quite fun. hahaha.

I hung around his place till about 10pm, watched Herbie:Fully Loaded and watched the aunties play mahjong a bit. Haha. Then left when Thadd decided it was kinda late and he needed to go back to hall for the night(: so we took the train all the way from his place to Pionner then I U-turned to Jurong to go back home. Hahaha. I definitely prefer train rides to him driving. Don't really know why, but when he's driving it doesn't really feel like I'm spending time with him. I'm watching the road more than I'm talking to him la. Hahaha. Oh wells :P

Anyways, I had fun this year(: Gotta go to M4M to work tmr afternoon, then back to Fish&Co for the night. SIANZZ. But definitely better than rotting at home. hahaha.

2010-02-10T21:54:00.003+08:00

Hahaha, here's what I've been doing at night :P
And mann, I just realised how slim I look in the picture. Hahaha!

Haiz, work at Fish&Co has been super tiring. An ang moh customer asked me to f**k off today >.< ouch mannz. Dude, it's not my fault we have a full house today and the kitchen's going crazy with food orders mann. So be patient! Ask me to f off. TSK. All I did was apologise and give them drinks on the house, but no, this one dude just can't have ice tea, or coke, or sprite, or kola tonic, or passionfruit, so he just had to f-word me. TSK. Anyhows, I was so glad when they left. Hahaha. And oh, I met Amanda Ang's mom today. Haha. It took her quite some time to figure out who I was, and I forgot her name, so I didn't dare greet her. hahaha. Oh wells.

It's been a super busy week, and the rest of the week is gonna be equally as busy. I've been shuffling between Fish&Co and Mad4Math these past few weeks, so yeah, madness. I haven't had much time to do stuff, like cycling, meet up with friends or meet up with Thadd, but it's not as if he's got the time either, so oh wells. I'm just hoping I won't faint from exhaustion cos recently, I haven't been able to sleep well. I'm dead tired almost every night, but the next morning, I wake up as if I've only slept for an hour. HAIZ.

2010-01-27T14:28:00.002+08:00

WOAH. Watch this mann. Haha, it's cool(:

2010-01-21T17:59:00.002+08:00

FISH&CO FISH&CO GO!

Hahaha, people need to stop celebrating their birthdays at Fish&Co mannz. Hahaha. For the past 3 days that I've been working at Fish&Co, there have been at least 2 birthdays per day. Hahaha! Then there'll be the crazy screaming of the birthday rap and clapping using the thingy you use to put the bill. Hahaha. But it's fun. Haha.

For the first 2 days, I worked 10hours each. Mann, it was tiring. I wasn't allowed to sit and had to smile. All the time. I was so tired of smiling la. Hahaha! But like some of the staff said, I'm paid to have fun. And it really is fun. And oh! The supper is awesome. Hahaha. Every night, there's the special rice and whatever leftover seafood for the night. So far, I've had swordfish collar, chilli crab, stingray and grilled dory. Y-U-M-M-Y! hahaha. The manager bet that in 2 months time, I'll be fat. Hahaha! But that's only provided I always work the night shift ;)

Yesterday, I worked only the night shift. So in the afternoon, I met up with Thadd for lunch. Yupp. We searched and walked all around commonwealth in search of yummy chicken rice and sliced fish bee hoon. Hahaha. Yeah, we got a bit lost :P In the end, he had to call his roommate to help him find the place on gothere.sg hahaha! Luckily we managed to find the place in the end :P After that, we went back to his hall, and I slept and lazed around before going to work at IMM. Was almost late cos I was super reluctant to leave. Hahaha. Oh wells :P

For the rest of the week, I'm off! :D Haha, so I get to laze around and rot again. Hahaha. Yeah. So I met up with Man Yin today for lunch and to catch up :D she's still her super crazy self, thankfully. But I think she's become crazier over the years. Hahaha! It's A'Level year for her. So, to the 3 of them in pj, JIA YOU! :D

2010-01-17T02:05:00.002+08:00

It's my last day of slacking before I start work! Hahaha, I finally got a job at Fish&Co, it's nothing much, but it beats rotting at home. Stella's kinda against it, and I'm upset that she's criticizing my new found job just cos she's too over-qualified to be a waitress. Tsk. Anyhow, I'm starting work on Monday! :D Haha, kinda looking forward to it(:

Anyways, the past week has been kinda eventful. I'll just sum it up as much as I can(:

Monday, went back to MG(: kinda sad that Ya Ting wasn't there. Who ask her to fly back so early. Tsk.

Tuesday, did absolutely nothing. As far as I can remember. Hahaha.

Wednesday, went to the PJ open house with Barney, his friends and Kelly, then went for lunch with Zhi Ning! Haha, haven't seen her for super long mann. Haha, had a great time catching up over subway and later on walking arnd Lot1 with her. Haha. Later that night, I went down to NTU to support Thadd in his IHG quarter final match, I admit I was super complain-y and slightly annoying. hahaha. Sorry! :P I was tired from being out most of the day and was slightly annoyed at being left alone while he wasn't playing, but he can't always accompany me, and I need to be more sociable. Hahaha!

Thursday, lazed around the house for most of the morning, then went down to IMM to check out Fish&Co after seeing their ad in the papers. Haha, totally didn't expect to be hired on the spot la. haha. After that, I went to cut and highlight my hair. Hahaha! Yeah mann, I highlighted my hair :D

Friday, went all the way to Changi to eat at Popeyes with Thadd cos I've never eaten there before. Hahaha, I'm seriously deprived of good food. Not only good food actually. I've never eaten loads of food that's found in Singapore :P

Haha, I sent him that :P

Max meal+2pc chicken meal! :D tastes a thousand times better than KFC!

After that, we walked around T3, cheated the Go Green Sedway promoter and got to play on it for $5 each. Hahaha! I crashed into the plant at the bend of the circuit, luckily I didn't topple anything over or spoil the thing. Oh, the Go Green Sedway is this thingy you can stand on and uh, move around? Haha, there are pics, but I think we look stupid in them. Hmmm.

Went to the viewing mall after that, which was kinda boring cos there were very few planes taking off and landing. Sigh. I think we should have gone to T1 instead. Haha. And while we were there, he fell asleep -.- He has this weird tendency to fall asleep when he's with me. Tsk. Am I that boring to be with! ><

My grandma saw this pic, and asked why he looked like a girl. hahaha!

SIA! Haha, reminds me of Monica complaining that her dog got to fly SQ and she didn't. Hahaha!

After that, we met up with Edward and Brandon at Bedok for dinner. Mann, the hawker food there tastes awesome! :D I shared carrot cake and hokkien mee with Thadd, and later on chendol. Oh, that was the first time I ate chendol. Hahaha! I know, I'm deprived. I've also never eaten loads of deserts before. I wonder why. haha.

Saturday, lazed around in the morning, went to church for a while in the afternoon to help with some stuff, then went to IMM with my parents and Kelly. My mom went off to Daiso with Kelly while I was stuck with my Dad at the M1 shop cos I needed a new phone and my dad could get me one as he was renewing his plan. So, yeah. We waited. For a super long time. haha. We could even get a little lost searching for the household appliance shop, stay there for a super long time, purchase the water heater that my dad was looking for, annoy the sales assistant with this thousand questions, and still have to wait another half hour when we went back to the M1 shop. Hahaha! I think there were about 15 people in front of us in the queue and we were there for more than 2hours! I can't believe it. Haha. Anyhow, I got a new phone! It's nothing much, I just needed one cos my previous one started stalling on me -.-

In the evening, went to the Sim's ye ye's funeral wake. It was strange, and yet heartwarming to see all of them so happy at the wake, simply because they knew their ye ye was with God right now. And they were all wearing blue, cos their ye ye didn't want them in mourning clothes, cos his passing was a joyful event rather than a sad event. I was quite amazed frankly. I teared a little during the service, cos it reminded me of when my great grandma passed away, and it wasn't the same cos she only accepted Christ a few days before she passed on. So, I guess, we never really had much of a chance to bring her to church and all, but still thankful that she's with God. Oh wells. Our time on earth is temporary anyways.

2010-01-12T15:47:00.005+08:00

I've been attending loads of BBQ's lately.. Maybe that's why I haven't exactly recovered from my cough XP Hahaha. Anyways, last friday, I went to Thadd's place for lunch and hung around his place till evening when we cabbed to Kelvin Chan's place for the YAF BBQ session(: It was partly a farewell for Jean who was going to Japan for internship, cool huh. Haha.

Anyways, had loads of good food and fun and well, basically had a great time :D I'll just let the pictures do the talking ^.^

His brudders. Hahaha. Brandon and Ernest :D

Kid with perfect IB scores! X)

chicken chop and beef kebabs *licks lips*

Ooh, the charcoal's supposed to be red hot btw, just that the flash made it look grey -.- hahaha.

And yesterday, we went back to MG :D It's been a super long time since I went back, not that I've got anyone in particular to visit, but I just missed the food a bit :P

YONG TAU FOO! :D Almost everyday for the last 2 years of my mg life, I ate yong tau foo, and I'm not sick of it yet! The auntie still recognises us, I think :P

It's a strange thing, that loads of mg kids love to sit by the longkang and eat :P Hahaha! I used to squat by the longkang right outside the canteen and eat my red bowl noodles. Hahaha! Those were the days mann. Oh, the canteen looks weird now. Hahaha.

Oh! We went to visit the MG Pri library! :D Quote Tracy "I thought the book shelves were taller than me last time!" well, uh, we grew up Tracy. Hahaha!

Kjelti: I read every single book in here! Hahaha!

Oh wells, that sum up our MG visit(: We walked around, found some teachers like Ms Kek, Mrs Lim, Ms Tan and Mrs Choo, oh, and Mrs Tong. Hahaha! She thought we were there to collect our O's results -.-

Anyhow, after that Kjelti and I went job hunting a bit, but we ended up at KFC talking XP Hahaha. Oh wells(: I've applied to a few places already, hopefully they reply me soon. But I'm gonna go out and look for more places to work at. Sigh. I wish I still had school. Haha!

2010-01-03T14:13:00.006+08:00

WOOTS! NIGHT CYCLING FTW!! XDD

Hahaha, I think it's becoming a yearly tradition, just that I didn't go for the previous one and it was held in the afternoon. Hahaha, but it was super fun(:

It was a huge bunch of 19 people and we cycled from Pasir Ris to Tampines to Bedok to East Coast to Changi Village then back to Pasir Ris with breaks in between at Macs at East Coast and a break at Changi to watch the sunrise and then to have breakfast(: It was awesome(:

Waiting for people to come is always the best time to take pictures mann. I didn't get to take much cos dude, how do you cycle and take pics at the same time? Hahaha, oh, except for Eunice, cos she took the tandem bike with Moses. Haha :P

Tsk. He takes every opportunity to show off his muscles. Hahaha!

And he insisted we take this one cos he couldn't see the bike in the previous one. Hahaha!

Yin Ting with her spongebob shirt! X)

Tandem bike people! Hahaha. Poor Eunice still doesn't know how to ride a bike XP

Oh, I fell. And this was taken a mili-second just before I fell. I gripped the wrong brake XP Hahaha!

Marshmallows! hahaha!

Oh, my souvenir from night cycling. Hahaha! An extremely huge blue black, and of course, butt aches. Hahaha! I don't really have muscle cramps yet though... Strange. Hahaha!

Anyways, it was fun(: though we got a bit lost in Bedok and cycled round the HDB blocks to find our way out, and though we didn't really watch much of the sunrise cos we were facing the wrong direction and I had Thaddeus leaning/sleeping on my back so I couldn't really turn much, the company was awesome and I had a great time(:

2009-12-28T11:32:00.009+08:00

251209
Christmas is over, all too soon :( Oh wells. This year didn't feel as Christmas-y as last year, for some odd reason. Maybe it's cos there's just too much going on in my life now. Haiz. Anyways, I was sick through Christmas, oh, maybe that's why I couldn't get into the Christmas mood.

Anyways, Christmas service at church was awesome, though I kept on running out of the sanctuary cos I kept on getting coughing fits : but nonetheless, it was awesome. The message, the Christmas evangelism skit and the singing, it was great(:

After service, hung around and talked to all the dudes and had Christmas lunch with the yummy turkey and ham(: and gave out chocolates cos I didn't have enough time to get proper gifts for anyone (sorry :P)

After that, Thadd and I planned to go to the Singapore Flyer, but, the moment we stepped out of the Esplanade into the hot sun, I wasn't that keen on walking there anymore. Hahaha. Yeah. So we hung around the Esplanade, listened to bands perform and the VJC choir sing and enjoyed our first year anniversary just like that(: yeah, I'm kinda easliy contented :P

261209
Boxing day! I never knew that 26Dec was boxing day, until Thadd told me. Heh heh. I planned to go down to NTU to watch him play in the inter-hall games, but when I woke up that morning, I felt like dying. Hahaha. My nose was blocked and my throat felt awful, so I stayed home instead :( But thankfully, he was free in the afternoon so he came over to my place to accompany me(: hee hee. And also to annoy Vivienne(:

Oh, and the last time he tuned my guitar, my dad complained that he made it go out of tune. hahaha. Can't help it, that guitar is friggin old!

271209
Church as usual, just that in the morning I helped out with the ydg kids with their grad sunday, and helped to get the pri 6 kids up to the ydg room for them to familarise themselves with the place. Haha, mann, they're small and cute. Really small. Hahaha. Had service and ykg after, followed by lunch with Joseph and Nicol. And mann, Nicol can eat. And it's not fair that he never seems to grow fat! grrr. He had 2 plates of this noodle thingy and still ate faster than Joseph. Hahaha. Oh mann.

Anyways, in the evening, went to my uncle's place for bbq! (: Totally not good for my throat though. haha. I never realised my cousin's actually kinda cool. He used to be an ultra nerd, with his Jap anime crazes and all, haha. He still loves them though :P Quote Brandon, 'NO ONE in ACS laughs at the chess club. *pauses* cos no one knows it exists ;)' Hahaha!

the adults love to hog the bbq pit, then come and complain that the kids don't help out. Hahaha! Typical XP

All the aunties and whoever waiting to be served. Haha. Lazy people :P

Vivienne says that PJ has made me an ah lian. Hahaha!

Oh! That's my cousin's cousin from Indoneisia! Haha. I thought he was 16 or smth, turns out he's 19! Haha, but he was super quiet throughout and kept on sticking to his dad, so didn't talk to him much :P Oh, my cousin's half Indoneisian, if you didn't manage to figure that out :P

That's Vivienne trying to spoil his bass,

And that's him showing her how it's done mann(: He's cool(:

Anyhow, it was fun, except for the part where my dad hogged the tv after the bbq, when he was supposed to go downstairs and join the other adults at the karaoke lounge. grrr. Haha.

The next few days are gonna be kinda boring I think. With Thadd in KL and me still coughing, I can't go and look for a job! :( my cough better disappear soon...

2009-12-24T10:59:00.002+08:00

Welcome To Our World

It's been a fun year. Well, most of the year. Let's hope next year will be better(:

2009-12-21T10:10:00.002+08:00

Me is back from camp! Hahaha. Here's me awesome group! I got all the small kiddies in my group. Hahaha. 4 pri6 boys and 2 sec1 girls. Haiz. But they're not bad(:

You won't be able to find me. Hahaha, maybe on facebook you might(:

Anyways, youth camp was kinda awesome and kinda tiring. Haha. The kids found it awesome, but cos I'm in the logistics com, I found it crazily stressful and tiring. Hahaha. But at least they enjoyed themselves(: When I went onto fb, and saw all the status of the small kids and how they enjoyed camp so much they're coming back next year, it felt rewarding(:

Oh wells(: anyways, my week isn't filled yet! I don't wanna stay at home! Someone! Anyone! Ask me out!

2009-12-11T12:57:00.003+08:00

Woah, feels like I haven't updated in forever. Haha.

Mon
Went to return Xue Wei's econs stuff and give her her belated birthday present (finally). Haha. And in return, she treated me to 2 movie tickets! Woohoo! Yeah, and it was a coincidence that Thadd and I were gonna watch a movie on wed, so yay, just nice(:

On my way home I dropped by Levi's to trade in my mom's old pair for a new pair for meeee(: so yay! I finally have a new pair of jeans that actually fits me! :DD Had to pay quite a bit to top up the amount though :P Was bored after I got home to I started baking cookies. A slight failure cos some were a bit burnt and some weren't properly baked :P Oh wells, gonna finish them all anyways :D

Tues
Went to ECP to cycle! Like finally! We keep on saying we wanna go, but no one ever seems to plan in :P In the end, Hui Ying woke up late and Jia Min had to stay home, so me, Rasyidah and Man Yin went instead. Met up for KFC breakfast first, walked around after, man yin got a couple of books, digested our super yummy waffles then went to east coast :D got our bikes and went cycling! woohoo! :DD we cycled for about 2hrs and took super long breaks in between at Bedok Jetty and at the beach further down. Mann, love the sea breeze and the sun(: I got a bit burnt even though I put sun screen lotion :P

After all the fun, we went to get super yummy bubble tea :D the bubble tea at Koi cafe beats all bubble tea at sweettalk and all the other stalls. hahaha. It was fun. We should do this more often! With more people next time (hopefully)

Wed
went to vivo with Thadd(: watched 2012, and mann, that movie's depressing. Hahaha. But the effects are awesome though. Haha. After that, walked around and tried to shop for clothes for Christmas/New Years (: and surprisingly, he can shop better than me! Hahaha! He's the one making me try on blouses and dresses and this and that. Mann. hahaha! In the end I bought something that he chose :P

Went to eat at KFC after, had the buddy meal, which had black pepper chicken O.o And I don't eat chilli/black pepper food! Hahaha. But I still managed to eat 1 and a half chicken drumsticks :P Super spicy! But super shiok :D

Thurs
Stayed home to finish what I had to do for the upcomming youth camp. I realised I haven't done quite a lot, so yeah. Thankfully I managed to get things done(: At night, went for dinner at Raffles Hotel Bar and Billard Room(: The food was awesome! And the M4M bunch were their normal noisy and crazy self. Mann, I miss those guys(: Took loads of pics, and I never imagined myself to be one of those who would camwhore in toilets... but yeah. Hahaha! After dinner, Ya Ting, Nat and I walked to Esplanade(: The stuff there is nicee(: rushed back a bit so that we wouldn't miss the last train home, and mann, hope I can see them again! So sad Ya Ting's going back next week. And I won't be able to send her off :(

the rest of the pics on facebook! (:
And yeah, that's the toilet. Hahaha. So fancy right :P

2009-12-05T20:56:00.003+08:00

I gotta wait till I get the camera back to upload the very few pictures of the very few people who went for class chalet. Oh wait, might as well call it clique chalet. Sigh.

Thurs
Woke up at about 8am, lazed arnd the house till it was time to get out and make my way to Thadd's for lunch. Haha, I think he's hatching a plan to fatten me up. And I don't mind. Hahaha. I once complained to Vivienne that I can't wear certain clothes cos I'm too skinny and I don't look nice in them. Sorry 'bout the ego. hahaha. But it's true! I went to JB the other day and found this nice tee, but I decided not to get it cos I didn't have enough meat to wear it off -.- sigh. Anyways, had awesome-ly yummy delicious fried rice and shui jiao mian and a sugar cane drink and was full for the longest time. I haven't been that full ever since Auntie Cat went home. Haiz. Hung around his place, watched a movie, then went to Tampines to meet the dudettes to find our way to the chalet.

When we finally got there, it was about 6pm plus I think. We expected more people, but as predicted, the class didn't show up :( so it turned into a clique chalet. Sigh. Wait, not even clique chalet. Cos in the end, only Rasyidah, Hui Ying and I stayed over. Just the 3 of us in the huge creepy chalet. We stayed up all night, watching tv and commenting on almost every channel and stupid show that was playing from 1am to 6am in the morning. Hahaha. Stupid, but fun(:

Fri
After Hui Ying left for SJAB, she duh and I tried to get some sleep. BUT, I was too paranoid to sleep, and she duh, I think she did sleep.. I think. Haha. I kept on hearing the sounds like the door opening and tables shifting downstairs. Hmmm. Haha. Creepy. In the end, we got up, packed the place and checked out at 8am. Had macs breakfast at Tampines, then took the train all the way back home. Mann, it was tiring. Hahaha.

Got home, unpacked my stuff and slept. Hahaha. When I woke up, it was arnd 2pm, and I was emo-ing around the house wondering what fun the guys were having while prawning. Haizz. I wanted to go so badly, but I just had to have youth comm meeting. Hahaha. Oh wells. After meeting, I think all I did was laze arnd the house. Hahaha. I'm bored.

Sat.
I youtubed. All day. I'm bored. Gimme something to do! Hahaha! At least the next week will be kinda filled. I think(:

2009-11-30T19:29:00.003+08:00

Well, can't really believe it, but, THE A'S ARE OVERR!! WOOT!

Hahaha. I've never felt so happy to hear the dude say 'pencil's down' hahahaha. It was awesome. Now, I'm bored. So it's time to play! WOOHOO!! I'm trying to fit as many things into my week as possible, and trying to stay home as little as possible. Staying home makes me sad somehow. Haha. Really. And I miss my friends :( It seems as if I haven't seen them in forever. Sigh. MUST meet up soon!! yipeeee :DD

2009-11-11T17:27:00.009+08:00

YEAH MANNZZZ. counting down to the end of A's :DD
see you on the flipside (:

MySpace-Countdowns

~~10.11.09 Math Paper 1~~
~~11.11.09 GP Paper 1 & 2~~
~~12.11.09 Chem Paper 3~~
~~13.11.10 Math Paper 2~~
~~17.11.09 Chem Paper 2~~
~~18.11.09 Econs Paper 1~~
~~19.11.09 Physics Paper 2~~
~~20.11.09 Econs Paper 1~~
~~23.11.09 Chem Paper 1~~
~~30.11.09 Physics Paper 1~~

2009-11-06T04:05:00.003+08:00

wow. okay. there's only 4 more days to the big As. And it's been a friggin tough journey. I did think about giving up quite a few times, and I'd end up staring into space hoping that maybe I'll just die on the spot. Yeah. Sorry for being emo, but life's like that. Sigh.

I remember one sunday we were studying at M4M and Sam Chan said this song was his motivation during his prelims. Hahaha. Mann, I'm gonna miss those days. I already miss my S08 and the crazy times we've had in class, and really wish I could turn back time and relive those crazy moments. Sigh.

This ain't the original one by the way. Hahaha.

And oh, I tried, and really, if you manage to stay awake past 3 am, you can't sleep after that. teehee. Macs just started selling breakfast about half an hour ago. heh heh heh. I'm gonna go get fat :P

2009-10-19T17:58:00.003+08:00

GOODBYE PEEJAYY. It's been fun. Haha.

POH! Hahaha. I think he almost cried. Cos we were the only ones in class who took a pic with him :P Haiz, he ain't that bad(:

SURESH! Hahaha! Kena taupok by the guys after the pic was taken :P super funny.

Anyways, that was farewell assembly. Didn't have much chance to take pics with the other teachers. And well, there'll be no more formal lessons, and I think I'm gonna miss that. Sigh.

Back to mugging. Just needed a short break. My brain's exploding a bit. And I think I saw someone who looked like Zhi Ning on the bus just now. But I was too tired to focus my eyesight to check if it really was her. hahaha. Haiz, haven't met up with the Fajar gang for so long :(

20 MORE DAYS. 20 MORE DAYS. 20 MORE DAYS. CAN'T WAIT.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BUM(: you know who you are(:

2009-10-10T09:23:00.002+08:00

It's official. 3o DAYS TO THE BIG A'S! The stress is definitely getting to me and I find myself constantly worrying about my results. Well, can't help it. Our class is doing so badly that the principal had to talk to us again. Sigh. She did that before promos the year before as well. Sigh. Haha. But at least I know that I have the capacity to do much better for the A's. But I can only say that for chem and math. Econs is still ehhh. Haha.

The other day during chem, Mr Lee played this song for us. Haha. It's from the Prince of Egypt and he wanted us to know that there CAN be miracles. hahaha. Then I became an example cos I managed to fly from a U at mid years to an E at prelims -.- It was hard work mann, no miracle. Hahaha. Oh wells. Enjoy(:

In the meantime, back to mugging! Farewell assembly's in a week's time, and by then it'll be less than 2 weeks to A's. My eye bags are gonna get worse and I'm gonna be becoming thinner cos I'll be so stressed I don't have any appetite to eat. So if I don't eat, make me. Hahaha. My weight scares me sometimes XP

FOCUS. FOCUS. FOCUS.
and JIA YOU to everyone else out there taking the big A's!
and to the boyfriend who's equally as crazily mugging for his end year papers :P

2009-10-03T18:53:00.002+08:00

Oh My GeeGee, what's this world coming to mannz. I got into a mini korean craze, but it's over. Hahaha.

Anywayz, prelim results are back. hoo-ray. *note the excitement* They were bad. But not as bad as for mid-years. But still bad. I'll need to work a lot harder for A's in the next month. I really don't wanna have any regrets after my papers, and I don't wanna have to cry and ask myself why I didn't study harder. So for the next one month, I need to focus. FOCUS. A LEVELS.

2009-09-27T20:51:00.002+08:00

PRELIMS ARE OOOOOVERRRRRR~! =DD

Haha, prelims ended Friday afternoon, and the original plan was to go satisfy Jia Min's craving for gore by watching Final Destination in 3D at Iluma with her, but, we got lazy, so Rasyidah, Jia Min and I settled for The Mist instead at Rasyidah's hosue. heh heh. It was scary and gross, though she thought it was so fake and all. Sigh.

For the whole of Saturday, I did absolutely no work. Haha. Unless you consider packing my ultra messy cupboard work. But still, no work done. And it felt great. Hahaha. I watched Penelope, Knowing and Big Time in Little Street later in the night. Haha. Stupid show, but not bad for Singapore's standard. Anyways, felt kinda bad, so I studied today. Cos tmr's gonna be a whole day of fun(: we're finally really gonna watch that stupid show in 3D. I'll most probably chuck the 3D specs aside and cover my eyes half the time. Hahaha. There's no way on earth I'm gonna have blood and heads flying towards me. Hahaha. Yucks.

Sigh. It's less than 50 days to the big A's. Everyone's panicking. I'm scared too. But sigh, everyone has to get pass this hurdle, all the best people! Don't die before it starts! Hahaha, I'm quite scared honestly, cos halfway through prelims I totally lost all motivation to mug, and studying became such a bore and it just killed me. Haha, but thank God I made it past that. So, yay. Jia you my friends(:

2009-09-21T20:59:00.001+08:00

Watch this! It's cool!! (:
oh, I think they're all the same guy. Except the dude at the left corner :P

2009-09-16T10:47:00.003+08:00

Annoyingly-awesome songs stuck in my head. No good for prelims. Hahaha

Cobra Starship: Good Girls Go Bad

Red Jumpsuit Apparatus: Your Guardian Angel

McFly: Everybody Knows

Muse: Supermassive Black Hole

2009-09-04T19:56:00.003+08:00

PRELIMSSS!

04/09/09~Friday
~~GP Paper 1~~
~~GP Paper 2~~

16/09/09~Wednesday
~~Economics Paper 2~~

17/09/09~Thursday
~~Chemistry Paper 3~~

18/09/09~Friday
~~Economics Paper 1~~

22/09/09~Tuesday
~~Mathematics Paper 1~~

23/09/09~Wednesday
~~Physics Paper 1~~
~~Physics Paper 2~~

24/09/09~ Thursday
~~Chemistry Paper 1~~
~~Chemistry Paper 2~~

25/09/09~ Friday
~~Mathematics Paper 2~~

2009-08-31T17:30:00.000+08:00

Dreams and nightmares. sigh :( I need proper sleep mann.

Stress is building up. And for some reason, for the whole of last week I felt kinda home-bound so I didn't stay for night study at all >.< Sigh. But at least I got work done at home. The only thing I regretted about being at home was my mom. Sigh. She's not helping much by adding onto the stress I'm already feeling, and it annoys me.

Anyways, yesterday I woke up at 8am thinking that it was Monday, and I took my phone and almost sent a msg to Mr Poh apologizing for oversleeping and wishing him Happy Teacher's Day. Then I realised that everyone was still at home, and found out that it was only Sunday. Hahahaha. Stupid me. Anyways, went to church then ykg and since it was raining and I was still feeling lazy, I didn't go to M4M to mug. Instead I went for lunch with the yaf girls and Joseph. Haha. Fun(:

After I got home I didn't get much work done. Sigh. But I got the much needed rest I've craved for the longest time. Hahaha. Later at night, I watched Snakes on The Plane and Invisible Children. The ending of the latter was kinda sad. The guy committed suicide in the end cos he felt neglected by his girlfriend and life and was getting tiring for him. I almost teared. The other parts were kinda blurry though. Singapore made films are a little too artsy for me. hahaha.

Anyways, back to mugging. My brain almost exploded over physics, but thankfully I understand chem more now than before. Haha. Jia Min once said something like this, and I'm gonna kope it. Haha. I<3physics, so physics, please <3 me back. Hahaha. I sound so bimbotic XP

2009-08-31T17:27:00.003+08:00

Smile- Uncle Kracker

This is my new fav song. Haha. It's playing in my head non-stop (:

You're better then the best
I'm lucky just to linger in your light
Cooler then the flip side of my pillow, that's right
Completely unaware
Nothing can compare to where you send me,
Lets me know that it's ok, yeah it's ok
And the moments where my good times start to fade

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile

Even when you're gone
Somehow you come along
Just like a flower poking through the sidewalk crack and just like that
You steal away the rain and just like that

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile

Don't know how I lived without you
Cause every time that I get around you
I see the best of me inside your eyes
You make me smile
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile (:

2009-08-21T14:42:00.000+08:00

There's something wrong with blogger. I'm annoyed X(

Haha, I haven't been home this early for the longest time. I got home at around 1.30pm after a short day filled with Jia Min and Rasyidah singing Insomnia non-stop at my ear. Ouch mann. Hahaha. All Dean's fault! He got them addicted to the song all over again. Hahaha.

Anyways, school's been very routine for the past week and for the next few weeks to come. Wake up at 6.30am, go to school, after school stay back for night study till 9pm, reach home, bathe, eat, listen to complains from my sisters and grandma and mom, then sleep at around 11plus. Sigh. Time's passing so super quickly, it feels as if Sunday was just yesterday. Haiz. And I can't believe prelims are in 14 days. That's 2 WEEKS! That's HALF A MONTH! Or less! Which means that we're less than 3months away from A's! OH MY GOODNESS! I need a miracle mann. Hahaha.

Anyways, back to mugging. I'm quite sure there's something wrong with me. When I don't study, something doesn't feel right. Hahaha. Strange. I've caught the mugging disease XP

2009-08-09T21:36:00.001+08:00

this is still my favourite song (:
I <3 the national day parade
if only I was watching it with someone else. Sigh. My parent's killed the national day atmosphere at home :|

2009-08-09T16:00:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was super tiring, but it was AWESOME. Haha, went for math tuition in the morning, then went for lunch with Thadd, went home after that, got slightly annoyed at my dad, then went to yating's hse to mug for a while before going to Ms Tan's at night. haha.

The food was awesome. Never knew sotong balls could taste so good. Hahaha. And the international fights between Taiwan, Hong Kong and Singapore were fun X) hahaha. Oh Oh, ROCK BAND 2 ROCKS! hahaha! Though most of the time I was watching the pros work their fingers, I had a great time there. Hahaha. The drum set rocks too. Though I failed twice, and ya ting had to deploy twice to save me, it was great. Hahaha. Loved it when ya ting had to deploy. It was hilarious. Hahaha! I wonder if Ms Tan took videos of it... Hahaha! Anyways, we sang crazy loud and went a bit bonkers all the way till around 10pm plus, then went home cos it was getting late. Sigh. I wanna play rock band 2 again after A's!!

That was the best night ever XD now, back to mugging :( hahaha

oh,

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY (:

2009-08-01T21:59:00.000+08:00

Everyday they pass me by
I can see it in their eyes
Empty people filled with care
Headed who knows where

On they go through private pain
Living fear to fear
Laughter hides their silent cries
Only Jesus hears

People need the Lord, people need the Lord
At the end of broken dreams, He's the open door
People need the Lord, people need the Lord
When will we realise, that people need the Lord

2009-07-25T18:05:00.002+08:00

I'm scared.

Why am I trying so hard when I'm not even that strong.

2009-07-19T16:50:00.000+08:00

CGLs '09, taken on youth sunday (last sunday)

I guess we really need more leaders. More active leaders to be specific. Haha. And I need new jeans. The ones I have make my legs look even shorter and fatter. hahaha. I need to go shopping! And I'll wait for next year's GSS :P

2009-07-16T02:10:00.002+08:00

Haiz. Insomnia's back :( haha. It's 2am now btw

Anyways, the week's passed by quite quickly. I think that's why I like going to school. The weekends seem to come faster, and I enjoy my weekends more when I spend my weekdays doing nothing but study, okay, maybe not this week cos I met up with Kjelti and Tracy on Monday. Hahaha, it was fun(: but we can't do that too often. A levels are coming. And I don't wanna think about plan B when I get my results next year.

Almost all my results are back. And I did better for some, worse for some. Sigh. Sad. The only papers I haven't gotten back are chem paper 2 and 3. I could have gotten them back on Tuesday, but Mr Lee was on mc yesterday. and today. sigh. I WANT MY CHEM PAPER BACK! *sulks* hahaha

For the first time since I entered pj, today was the only time I paid attention during assembly and it actually impacted me to want to do something with my life. Mann. Hahaha. The ex-vp came back to give us a wake-up talk for A's. He mentioned something about a show or a book titled 42 up, whereby the author or director interviews different people at specific ages and sorta does research on how one wrong or right decision made impacted their lives forever. Then he made us do our own 42up, just that we started with 15July as the first "interview". It's purpose was to remind us of what we want and discipline ourselves so that we don't have to resort ot plan B. Here's sorta what mine looks like. Oh, it's according to his template. Haha, don't laugh. I'm kinda easily contented :P

15 July 2009
age: 18 yrs old
place: PJC Hall
doing what: listening to Mr Dennis Yeo

July 2014
age: 23 yrs old
place: NTU/NIE
doing what: Math degree for teaching

July 2019
age: 28 yrs old
I will be living in ___ with ___ and driving a Nissan Cefiro!
The blanks are for me to know and for you to find out 10 years later. hahaha.

Anyways, I'm gonna go try to sleep. If I can't, well, I guess I'll be mugging. Hahaha. Jia you :P

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIM YIN HUI!!!

2009-07-09T19:30:00.000+08:00

Monday,
I studied! I think I mentioned it alr. Haha. In the evening I met up with Eunice for dinner(: had quite a good time catching up with her after so long. haha, she treated me to dinner. So paiseh la. If I knew she was treating me, I would have chosen something cheaper instead of letting her choose. haha

Tuesday,
slept at 5am, woke up at 9am, went cycling(finally haha), but ended up scraping my thigh. Hahaha. Stupid huh. Anyways, after that, went to Holland V to meet Ya Ting for lunch at Subway before going to BK to mug. Hahaha. Studied for about 2hrs plus, then mamamon and tracy came(: from the moment they came, we never stopped laughing. great times mann. Kjelti joined us later on, and we had even more fun, pity she had to leave early :( we didn't get to take pics with her :( hahaha. fun times mann. fun times.

proof that I studied. Hahaha, that's until mamamon's iPhone came along. Hahaha.

Wednesday,
went for lunch with my mom and sister at some korean restaurant. The food was uhm, well I felt cheated cos their ramen tasted like instant noodles. And stella and I were commenting that auntie cat can cook better than them. hahaha! I miss auntie cat :( I'm losing weight cos the dinner's weird and I really really miss her food mann. hahaah. Anyways, after that, my mom went to school, then Stella and I went to Tangs(: Haha, we had $120 worth of vouchers to spend at Tangs. But, after shopping arnd for I have no idea how long, we only spent $10. Sigh. Out of 4 things on my list, I only got 1 -.- sigh. But had fun shopping without having to worry about the price. hahaha XP

Thursday,
had tuition with Arthur at IMM's BK. Yes, I ate BK again. But this time the milo didn't have some weird cough syrup after-taste like the one at Holland V. hahaha. yeah, then shopped arnd for a while. heh heh, bought a top :P I need to stop spending so much money. tsk tsk. Back to school tmr!! (: the only thing I'm dreading is going through my very badly done H1 papers. Hahaha. Other than that, I'm lovin school! :P

2009-07-09T19:15:00.000+08:00

lame, but hilarious. watch it!

2009-07-07T01:30:00.001+08:00

Why on earth am I awake at 1.30am in the morning doing math... Haha, no idea why.

I can't sleep. Sigh. I'm really tired though. Haha. Yesterday Edward casually asked me about how my mid years went, and of course I very happily told him that it was over and I had a super long weekend. Hahaha. Then he told me kinda seriously 'don't waste your holiday, must study more.' And for some unknown reason, I studied. Hahaha. Somehow, when teachers say it, I don't really wanna care and listen, but when Edward said it, I was like 'yeah, must study'. Hahaha. So this morning, I did physics. And read the gp thingy. Hahaha. Surprising eh. And I also did some of the chem tutorial. Haha. I going crazy. I wanna go back to school!!

Haiz. And I was so bored, I finally washed my bike. Hahahaha. It's so disgustingly dirty and filled with dead insects. I'm serious. I bet there's like insect nests on the bike. urgh. Hahaha. I wanna go cycling, but everytime I look at my bike, I get so turned off. Hahaha. So, yay, my bike's clean(:

2009-07-01T17:52:00.002+08:00

MYE(:

Monday
~~Econs Paper 2: 1400-1615~~

Tuesday
~~Math Paper 1: 0800-1100~~
~~Econs Paper 1: 1400-1615~~

Wednesday
~~Chem Paper 3: 0800-0930~~

Thursday
~~Math Paper 2: 1400-1700~~

Friday
~~Chem Paper 1: 1430-1530~~
~~Chem Paper 2: 1600-1730~~

WOOHOO~! Mid years are over! :D

Did I mention that I have 4 days of holiday the week after that? :| me no likey. haha

2009-06-26T15:00:00.001+08:00

sucks.

Yesterday, I took painkillers to get rid of my stupid headache, but they didn't work, and today the headache's back. To add on to that, the painkillers caused me insomnia. And I was awake doing integration until about 3am plus -.- And even after I managed to fall asleep, I had this awful nightmare that woke me up at 7am, thank goodness really. Cos it was a really really bad dream.

The whole morning, I was just thinking about what that dream meant, cos it felt like a warning to me, but then again, it can't be right. Haiz.

3 more days to mid years. jia you (:

Heal the world
Make it a better place
For you and for me and the entire human race
Cos there are people dying,
and if you care enough for the living
Make a better place for you and for me

2009-06-25T18:11:00.013+08:00

Ouch.

My head's killing me. Why on earth am I still sick. Tsk. My cough's gone, finally, but my flu refuses to get lost. And recently, my head's been throbbing and distracting me from studying. Seriously. Just now, I was doing stats, E(X)-E(Y)=18-10=3. Hahaha! I took like 5 min to realise that the answer should be 8 :P no good sia. no good.

Anyways, mock math paper in the morning, also wasn't good. Made tons of careless mistakes and uh, forgot some stuff, so I barely passed. I think. I made too many mistakes and couldn't be bothered to calculate what I got. Sigh. Then I had chem consultation after that, and I seriously think Matthew hates me. hahaha! I'm most probably one of the the stupidest students he has. I was staring at the qn for the longest time, with my headache, and he just kept on telling me the answer's there, and I'm not going to tell you what it is, you have to figure it out for yourself. It's good la, I mean, that he's forcing me to use my brain, but eh, I seriously couldn't find the answer. Hahaha. After like 10min, he gave up waiting and checking his watch every few seconds and told me where to find the answer. Hahaha. Sigh. I took one and a half hours for one worksheet :X I had 2 more worksheets filled with qns to ask him, but he wasn't free anymore. Sigh. And I had already exceeded the consultation slot by half an hour. Sigh mann.

Also, Thadd's going on a week long holiday :( and he says he has to self-quarantine himself for a week after that, so I won't get to see him for 2 whole weeks :( but I don't think he'll do the quarantine thing. Hahaha. hopefully.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM(:

2009-06-20T17:04:00.003+08:00

20th June. Sigh. Sad morning. Good day after that I guess.

Auntie Cat left us this morning. I'll miss her :( She was with us for 15years. Can you believe that. Sigh. She's going home for good to get married. Haiz. Hahaha. I think she postponed it for quite some time alr. It had to happen sooner or later. I'm just sad that I didn't go to the airport to send her off, cos I chose Stella over Auntie Cat.

Stella's competition was this morning. I think they did quite okay, though I don't know the results yet. She told us late last night that we had to be in formal wear -.- So, this morning, I very extremely reluctantly wore my white blouse, skirt and heels. They're really high heels. Hahaha. We were at Suntec at 8.30am cos Stella's heels broke, and my mom had to bring an extra pair for her. My goodness. Anyways, after her presentation, I speed-walked (in my heels) to the mrt station, took it to clementi and took a cab from there to tuition cos it's cheaper :P Haha, and I was late anyways. Sigh.

After tuition, I stayed back for a while more cos my stats really sucks, then after that went to church for cgl meeting. Busy day huh. It would have been better if I wasn't sniffing and coughing throughout. Sigh. When am I gonna recover mann!

Anyways, later we're going out for dinner to celebrate fathers' day. yay -.- my dad's ridiculous la. We got a cake for him, then he claims he's hungry so he just went ahead and ate it first without like any celebrations or anything. seesh -.-

Bye bye auntie, we'll all miss you :(

2009-06-17T15:00:00.000+08:00

rawr. I really don't like holidays.

Time is passing so slowly! I think it's only during the holidays that I realise how long 24hours is. It feels much longer than it actually is. I know I should be complaining that 24hrs a day isn't enough cos mid years are in less than 2 weeks, but seriously, staying at home all day long and doing nothing but studying is really stressing me out. Plus, the weather's getting on my nerves. And the new neighbour living upstairs who's constantly drilling into his walls is really killing me. I'd go to macs to study, but I'm sick (again) and really shouldn't be spreading my germs around. Sigh.

I haven't seen everyone in such a long time mann. I remember telling Rasyidah once, 'eh, I saw you just a few hours ago' cos we both stayed back for night study till 9pm. Haiz.

20th June isn't a good day. Auntie cat's leaving on the 20th, Stella's competition's on the 20th, I have tuition on the 20th, and I have cgl meeting on the 20th. What to choose. Headache.

2009-06-11T19:43:00.003+08:00

My mom's reading Twilight -.- Hahaha, and Vivienne's reading New Moon and asking me when Edward's ever gonna appear. Haha.

Anyways, my body's going crazy. Yesterday night, I slept at 3am, and woke up at 8am -.- Don't ask me why, but my body's got this auto-alarm that rings at 8am. Sigh. Anyways, I realise I do much more work at 1am in the morning than at 1pm. Haha. I tried studying today despite the lack of sleep, and obviously didn't work. I crashed at about 4pm. hahaha.

i wanna feel your heart beat so close to mine

2009-06-08T16:40:00.002+08:00

Tired. Anyways,

shawn: eh, you look different today
me: is it cos I'm wearing pink
shawn: no. EH! you're wearing pink! but it's not cos of that
me: then?
shawn: i know! your face looks uglier today!
me: -.- thanks.

Hahaha, stupid fella. Ponned ykg yesterday somemore. And hardly goes for PA duty. Sigh. Anyways, just something random. Hahaha. Back to books(: I'm trying to be enthu about it. hahaha.

2009-06-06T16:40:00.001+08:00

sad :(

Physics was bad. Sigh. I'm constantly tired and I can't seem to focus on studying. I blame it on the super freaggin' hot weather. Hahaha. I'll happily walk around the house in my fbts and sports bra if only it wasn't against the law and if my hse wasn't a corridor hse -.- Hahahaha.

Oh, I'm gonna be super random and say that my iPod's amazing. Hahaha. Just now after tuition, I was at the bus stop waiting when I saw heat waves, then for some unknown reason, the song Hot In Here started playing. Hahaha. Then on my birthday, Hui Ying and Xue Wei played this super awful prank on me, and when I realised that I got tricked, the song That's What Friends Are For was playing -.- Later on that day before Thadd called me, the song River Jordan's Waters was playing, and the first stanza was sung solo by him. Hahaha. And last night, when I was about to die from doing math, the song Everlasting played. Hahaha. Amazing eh? :P

Anyways, back to studying. Sigh. Parents ain't gonna be home till Monday! :( I don't like a big empty house.

2009-06-01T18:19:00.003+08:00

I don't have a cat fetish -.-

The guys from church got me this for my birthday cos Joash claims I have a cat fetish. What's wrong with having pictures of my tammy in my phone mann! Hahaha. Anyways, it's annoying me. Its bobbing it's head too fast.

Physics paper on wed! And I'm so sick of studying physics! I've been doing nothing but physics for the past uh, 2? 3? days? urgh. Can't wait for it to be over. But after that, it'll be crazy pia-ing for chem, math and econs. And from today's experience, I now know that I can't study at home. Hahaha. Even with the air con on and minimal distractions. Sigh. My mind just wanders off when I meet a difficult qn. rawr. I need to study with people, or maybe study in sch? But I can't be bothered to go all the way to sch just to study. Sigh.

2009-05-30T18:55:00.002+08:00

Hahaha, priceless :P

poor me being tortured by Ng Man Yin, as always, just that we never had any evidence of it :P

Nature Trail 30/05/09

It's quite sad though, that so few people turned up :( haha, but we had our fun. I've got muscle aches now :P

And I miss Stella. Haha, I haven't seen her the whole week! Or, at least, I haven't seen her when she's awake. Sigh :(

2009-05-26T20:40:00.001+08:00

So cute right! hahahaha.
Try not to get jealous :P

The bear's shirt's awful though. Hahaha! I keep telling everyone who's seen it before that I wanna get the shirt off the bear. Cos it has some super unglam pics of me on it. hahaha :P

There's more stuff I wanna post. But just not today.

2009-05-25T20:40:00.001+08:00

Happy birthday to me
Happy birthday to me
Happy birthday to meeee~
Happy Birthday to me(:

Happy 5th month anniversary Thadd(:

2009-05-21T18:25:00.001+08:00

Haha, not working :P

Directions:
(1) Place on flat surface
(2) Follow directions in circle
(3) Repeat step 2 as necessary, or until unconscious
(4) If unconscious, cease stress reduction activity

OH oh, the answer to the previous post:
NO BALLROOM

har har har. ex-chinese high guys, don't kill me. Hahaha :P
Ms Tan taught me this ;)

2009-05-16T19:27:00.001+08:00

I learnt this at tuition today. Har har har har har.

What's the similarity between Chinese High shorts and a cheap motel?

2009-05-15T23:15:00.001+08:00

Kronos'09

I should have caught her before she changed out. Hahaha.

2009-05-13T22:24:00.002+08:00

Still an incomplete class pic. But better than nothing(:

If only everyone was there...

I'll put up more pics next time. Wait till I finish kope-ing all the pics from everyone who brought cameras. Hahaha. Smart me brought the camera there without the batteries -.- hahaha.

let it all out,
cos it feels so much better

2009-05-07T16:55:00.002+08:00

Mann, Stella let me watch this yesterday night. Almost felt like crying. Uh, it's a Christian vid btw. So, yeah.

Anyways, school's been a breeze lately. Haha. Same old stuffs everyday. Sigh. They finally gave us our mye timetable. H1 papers on 29/05 and 02/06 I think. H2 papers are after the hols. I think they're crazy. Cos then prelims will be so near mid yrs. Mann. It's gonna get crazy.

I felt the stress alr. Haha. With Dennis Lee's constant reminder of the date and how near A's are. Hahaha. Good thing I alr started revising a bit :P scary sia. I can't wait for A's to be over X|

Tkd's been boring lately. But now that our grading's over, there isn't much for the j2s to do. So we suggested having study session during tkd while the j1s continue training. It's so near mid yrs anyways. Sigh. I miss the crazy tkd sessions where I'll get muscle cramps the next day and get to complian about it. Hahaha.

Oh Oh, I ran 2.4km on Monday. In the rain. Hahaha. The first round was still ok. But as we continued to run, I think the rain got a bit heavier. hahaha. I was constantly trying to wipe the rain off my face. Haha. Obviously didn't work :P But but, like Mr Yap said, y'all will fly today. hahahaha. I flew! Hahaha. I got a C for 2.4km! woohoo! Which means, if I manage to get a C for standing broad jump (which is impossible), I can get gold! heh heh heh. It wld be the first time in my entire life. Hahaha. BUT, currently, I'm 2cm away from a silver -.- and somehow, I just can't seem to jump that extra 2cm. Sigh. jia you

2009-05-05T18:25:00.000+08:00

So I lift my eyes to you Lord
In your strength will I break through Lord
Touch me now, let Your love fall down on me
I know Your love dispels all my fears

Through the storm I will hold on Lord
And by faith I will hold on, Lord
Then I'll see beyond my calvary one day
And I will be complete in You

2009-05-03T08:35:00.000+08:00

Oh crap.
It's happening.

how.

2009-05-01T14:00:00.002+08:00

I'm being a lazy pig. Sigh. Of all the hw that we have for the weekend, I've only completed gp. Yupp. And there's still econs and chem. Sigh mann. And there's tkd tmr morning and it's all the way at eunos. So since I don't wanna wake up early, I'm gonna stay over at my aunt's place at tanjong pagar tonight so that I don't have to wake up so early tmr morning. Hahahaha.

On Sunday, Dawn gave me this book titled I Kissed Dating Goobye and honestly, I didn't feel like reading it at all though she's been telling me to find it and read it ever since I got attached. Haha. Anyway, I didn't feel like studying for a while, and so I read the first chapter of the book. And uh, I sorta see why she wanted me to read it. Hahaha. But I'm so not gonna follow what the book says. Cos now I'm at around chpt 4, and uh, most of the time, the author's just trying to put one msg across -- stop dating. Hahaha. Oh wells.

Anyways, it's a long weekend again. And it's gonna be a sad one. Hahaha. You can most probably guess why. It's filled with hw and no fun. Sigh. I need a life. And in a few weeks time there's gonna be another long weekend coming up. Sigh mann. Why so many! I'd rather the holiday be during the week. Then it's not that bad. Haha.

Happy Labour Day folks(:

2009-04-29T18:48:00.001+08:00

really really hurts

2009-04-28T21:16:00.000+08:00

that really hurt.

2009-04-28T21:12:00.002+08:00

I just read the tag. And mann, I'm pissed.
Who gives you the right to say that.
I'm talking about the second tag btw.
I have never considered them as "superheros" who left the class to protect the class results.
Actually, you sound like poh.
And for you to think that way, seriously, just shows how insignificant they are to you.
They are a great loss to the class.
And the class will never be the same without them.

And as for Xue Wei, I'm closer to her than to them. Got a problem?

2009-04-24T20:20:00.002+08:00

O.o Nicol was right. I am getting fatter.

Hahaha, anyways, I don't have any time to deal with the fat. It's been such a busy and tiring week! I stayed back for night study last night, and it was kinda productive(: well, much more productive than it would have been if I was at home. Heh heh. Watched An Inconvenient Truth and scared myself with all the crazy images and thoughts of the future when the global temp actually rises enough for the polar caps to melt. Scary.

Anyways, Mr Khoo was super cute today. Hahaha. Justine asked the most innocent qn about the AD-AS graph, and Mr Khoo went into a fit and kept on repeating Mr Khoo is always right. Full stop. Hahaha! Super cute! Everyone just couldn't stop laughing cos somehow, he just couldn't look angry enough today to make us scared :P All the lessons today were fun la. James Koh was spent about a total of half an hour talking rubbish, and we spent about 10-15min laughing during Chem. Hahaha. And yesterday, we digressed for about 10min asking Mrs Murthy whether she was North Indian or not and made her tell us where she was from instead. Hahaha. Fun. But tiring. I was yawning throughout the whole day. Hahaha.

Anyways, it's friday! But I can't sleep in tmr :( sad. Hahaha. Have to be in school at 9am for higher ed day. But I don't think I'll go. Depends on my mood. I don't wanna waste money cabbing to tuition cos the first talk ends at 10.30am, and tuition's at 11am at Sixth Ave. There's no way I'll be on time if I take the bus. Sigh. And I have to be back in school after that at 2pm for ptm -.- my mom told me the other day I'm scared leh, dunno what to ask your teacher. Hahaha :P

And did I mention I miss my girlfriend? Hahaha. One week without Xue Wei in class. Sigh. Last week was like training for this week cos Xue Wei kept on ponning lectures and tutorials. Hahaha. Sigh. Neh mind, at least there's still the common breaks! (:

2009-04-16T19:58:00.001+08:00

I can't help pms-ing. Really. And it didn't help that my day started out bad. Sigh. And what made it worse, was hearing a complete stranger refer to us as the I quote sad, pathetic minority. Thanks PJ. Really, thanks. I will totally forget to thank the school if I ever do well. URGH.

On a slightly happier note, it's almost the weekend! I need weekends. Cos on every weekend, there's ya ting. And on alternate weekends, there's Thadd(: I need weekends.

Okay. Back to studying.

2009-04-14T19:30:00.003+08:00

RAWR. I blame Jia Min for getting this stupid Korean song stuck in my head. Hahaha. I want nobody nobody but you~ I want nobody nobody but you~
Haha. Anyways, school's back to normal. I guess. Haha. I actually like going to school. Heh. I just don't like the weather. Conclusion from today, is that GP in the afternoons make people wanna melt and dieeee. Hahaha. Elaine couldn't stop whinning about how hot the weather was for quite some time, Jia Min couldn't stop singing that Korean song, and well, I think most of the class was quite "gone" after the crazy copying econs session. Hahaha. How much can you write for one part of an essay mann. Haha.

And OH Oh, I like the song(: Very random, I know. Haha. It's from Juno(:

Your a part time lover and a full time friend
The monkey on you're back is the latest trend
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else But you

Here is the church and here is the steeple
We sure are cute for two ugly people
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

We both have shiny happy fits of rage
I want more fans, you want more stage
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

You are always trying to keep it real
I'm in love with how you feel
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

I kiss you on the brain in the shadow of a train
I kiss you all starry eyed, my body's swinging from side to side
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

The pebbles forgive me, the trees forgive me
So why can't, you forgive me?
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

2009-04-12T18:30:00.000+08:00

It's Easter Sunday! (:
And it really is the best Christian holiday.

I'm forgiven, because You were forsaken
I'm accepted, You were condemned
I'm alive and well, Your spirit is within me
Because You died and You rose again

Amazing Love, how can this be
That You, my King would die for me
Amazing Love, I know it's true
And it's my joy to honour You
In all I do, I honour You

I was playing this song on the guitar and singing it, and I suddenly felt so blessed to be a Christian, to be saved my Him and to know that He really is the one true God who died on the cross for all our sins and rose again to be with the Father (:

And btw, I only know how to play Christian songs on the guitar. Hahaha. The only non-Christian one is when you say nothing at all. I dunno why. But I felt that I should use this super small talent of mine to praise God, to honour Him and not use it to play trashy songs like Vivienne does. Hahaha. Can't stand her strumming still :P

Back to school tmr! :D Did I mention that I actually don't really like long weekends? Heh heh

Life goes on

2009-04-09T17:30:00.003+08:00

PW results came out today. And they were bad. For me that is. Sigh. I got Hui Ying's msg regarding all our results during GP, and after that, my mood went downhill. Sigh. Haha. I was emo-ing for a while and complaining to Zhi Ning who came back to get her A Level Chinese results. Haha, haven't seen her in a super long time! :D Anyways, I felt better after emo-ing to Thadd for a while. Hahaha. Life still has to go on :|

Anyways, there's this parent teacher meeting a few weeks from now, and last night, I asked my dad if he was free to go for it, and this is sort of what the conversation was like. Haha.

me: uh, are you free on 25th of this month?
dad: why?
me: there's this parent teacher meeting. like last year.
dad: huh? can don't go?
me: cannot. I asked the teacher alr. It's compulsory
dad (gives the sian look): tmr you go to school and ask you teacher if your boyfriend can go instead. Tell your teacher that your parents don't give a damn about your results, and it's your boyfriend who cares more about your results than your parents.
me (O.o): uhh... okay...

Hahahaha! My mom was quite pissed when I told her and clarified that it was only my dad who didn't care. Hahaha. And my boyfriend does care about my results more than my dad. Hahaha! Keeps on nagging at me to study la. hahaha. But it's good :P

Oh oh! I learnt how to play When you say nothing at all by Ronan Keating on the guitar!! Heh heh(: But only the strumming. I still dunno how to pluck. Hahaha. Then Vivienne and I went crazy singing random songs that we knew how to play. Hahaha. Then auntie cat whipped out her cool 10megapixel camera again. hahaha :P

Haiz. Anyways, I'm dreading next week a bit. If Xue Wei's thing gets finalized, I'll be quite emo for a while. Hahaha. But as I said, life still goes on. Hahaha. All the best to Xue Wei! :D I think she made the right choice la, even though I'm gonna be super sad. Hahaha.

2009-04-04T17:00:00.003+08:00

Wow. The power of love. And of herbal lozenges :P Hahaha. My sore throat's almost gone! Heh heh heh. This morning, I could still feel it being kinda sore and itchy. But now, it's almost all gone! Woohoo! (: Just an hour with Thadd in the morning and uh, 4 herbal lozenges that tastes super weird and magically, I'm healed. :P Heh heh heh

Anyways, I was in quite a good mood after math tuition. So, I msged Vivienne to get her to go to Ajisen with me. I was gonna get off the bus at the mg bus stop and the moment I tapped my card, I saw her get on the bus -.- Hahaha. Such good timing eh(: Anyways, I treated her to Ajisen ramen and then later bought a shirt for her at CottonOn. But that was only cos I wanted one shirt, and well, it's cheaper if I bought two. Hahahaha. So, it's also to my advantage :P I spent so much money today lah. Tsk. Need to save up. Yupp yupp. I still want my Adidas sneakers after my Converse ones spoil, which gives me (hopefully) a few years to save up. Hahaha!

And every week at tuition, my dear ya ting will remind me how many weeks there are to A's. As of today, there's 33 weeks left!! OH MANNS. Hahaha. Jia you people!

Vivienne is forcing me to type this --> VIVIENNE IS COOL!!!!! X) *SCREAMS*

Oh, and our class was planning for a class shirt, and our wonderful class manager thought of this design for the back of the shirt. Hahaha!

Dean's was even better. 'Bastards and Bitches of 08S08' Hahahaha. They rock mann. BUT, those designs will definitely not be accepted la. DUH. Hahaha. I hope they can finalise on a design soon. I want a class shirt!! :D

2009-04-03T12:17:00.002+08:00

Quite some time ago, we played this ice-breaker game in church before the workshop started, whereby your friends are supposed to write something about you on this piece of paper stuck to the back of your shirt. I remember I got a 'weak' on it -.- Sadly, he was right. Hahaha. I'm sick, again. SIANZZzz.

For the past few days, I've been drinking bottles after bottles of water and liang teh and chin chow to prevent the sore throat from coming up. But, it was no use. I still got the sore throat in the end. To add on to that, I've got a fever and flu -.- oh manns. Yeah, so I thought that if I took medicine, it'll go away fast. How was I supposed to know, that after I took flu medicine last night, that I wouldn't be able to wake up this morning? Hahaha. The side effects were too strong mann.

Anyways, I got back some of my results already. Well, here's what I got so far:
GP: U
Math: A
Econs: S
Chem Paper 1: U

heh heh. There's still physics and chem paper 2. Sigh. jia you rachel. Hahaha :P

2009-03-29T17:44:00.001+08:00

I must have been dreaming...

cos it doesn't seem real now

2009-03-28T16:40:00.000+08:00

After physics paper on Friday, Jia Min, Rasyidah, Hui Ying and I went to watch Shopaholics(: it was okay la, but Jia Min says the book's much better, so maybe when I'm free I'll go read it(:

When I got home, Auntie Cat was just preparing to make cheese cake. So, I asked 'Auntie, can I play?' Hahahaha. The cheese cake turned out not bad :P I was just throwing stuff into the mixer and playing around with the cookies used as the base. Haha.

Then later on, Auntie cat showed us her new 10megapixel camera. Cool :D Haha, then she started taking random shots. Haha. But I don't see the diff between 10megapixels and my camera, which is 7.2megapixels. Hahaha. Vivi went crazy taking emo shots -.- typical her. haha.

Anyways, common tests are over(: I'll rest a while, then start planning for A's. I've got friends who told me that they started studying in May, and realised that it was too late o.O So, I guess starting in April should be okay. Haha. I dun wanna start too early also, cos I'll lose the motivation half way through. Haha, always happens XP

2009-03-26T15:42:00.000+08:00

What's that term... ...
oh yah,

completely gg-fied XP

2009-03-23T10:20:00.000+08:00

Sunday's captain's ball tournament.

I've only got one pic cos vivi took this pic with my phone. Haha. Wait till Arthur puts the other pics on facebook or something, then I'll go and kope them. Hahaha. The small girl next to me is Lois. Hahaha. I was supposed to "stick" to her throughout the whole game. Haha. How to la! She's a netballer, and she's super fast. Hahaha :P

Later that night we went to Swissotel Merchant Court for dinner, to celebrate Dad, Stella and Kelly's birthday all at once. Not really a celebration la, cos well, it was kinda torturous planning this dinner XP And somehow, vivi and I were super full after a while and I think I ate too much. Somehow. hahaha. Oh, it was a buffet. But the food wasn't as nice as last year. OH, we go there every year once a year. Hahaha.

Tomorrow's econs paper X( gotta go mug. Hopefully I can focus. I need to focus.

2009-03-18T18:40:00.000+08:00

STRESSSSSS.

Monday morning, I attempted the '08 chem common test and mann it's difficult. It was breakfast time, so my mom was talking, and my grandma was talking and the kids from the day care centre downstairs were screaming and my sister was parading around the hse in this s****y looking blouse and super short denim shorts and I just kept staring and reading that same qn over and over and over again. For the rest of the morning, I was in bed crying cos I was so freggin stressed. Hahaha. Yes, it's the first time I'm crying over hw okay. Hahaha XP

Anyways, tues, went to sch in the morning for chem remedial, went to Popular with Xue Wei to help that sotong find stuff and choose the colour for her board (haha), then went to collect the birthday cake. Somehow, I think being at home for only half a day gives me more motivation to study. Hahaha. So, I did a lot of math and some chem. More math, cos I like math. Hahaha. At night, we celebrated dad's birthday cos he black-faced in his room after we decided to wait for stella to come home the next day then celebrate since it was both their birthdays. sigh mann. Like that also can black face -.-

Anyways, I got down to doing some physics and chem today. Haha. Got super sien in the afternoon cos the weather was super hot! X( BUT, I still managed to complete some hw. I have to anyways. I've got stuff for the next few days.

Thurs: math tuition
Fri: tkd camp
sat: math tuition + captian's ball tournament
sun: captain's ball tournament

2009-03-13T16:02:00.002+08:00

I watched Dragonball Evolution! With Jia Min and Rasyidah after GP paper today(: Hahaha. The three of us couldn't stop laughing and doing the actions of the kame-hame-ha. Hahahahaha! It's super hilarious!! Oh oh, there's gonna be a part 2 to the movie. Cos after majority of the people in the cinema left, there was an extra portion after the credits. Ooohhh. Hahaha. And oh, at the most exciting last 2o min of the movie, the fire alarm rang -.- Hahaha. But no one bothered to move la. Everyone just complained about the sound a bit then continued to watch the movie. Hahahaha.

Anyways, GP is over! AQ was so difficult!! And the first few qns of the compre was such a killer, I dunno how I'm gonna pass GP mann. Hopefully the essay isn't so bad, then it can help pull my marks up(:

One down, five more to go.

"I can do all things through Him who gives me strength" Philippians 4:13

2009-03-12T17:10:00.000+08:00

Pictures from Amanda Ang's 21st Birthday party(:

I know I know. I'm not supposed to be be blogging. But I need to share my joy and my pain. More joy that is(: Firstly, I passed my physics with flying colours!! Woohoo! Okay la, it's not that great, but it's the first time I passed any physics test that's not a borderline pass :DD Then then, I did quite well for some econs essay that I don't really remember doing. Hahaha. It's an improvement! And I hope I can maintain that pass. Hahaha. OH oh, and and and, I got into the top 10 in class for math. Hahaha. Not bad eh :P I need to be more consistent. Heh heh.

Anyways, common tests starts tmr! So, gotta go mug X(

13/03/09, Friday
General Paper

24/03/09, Tuesday
Economics

25/03/09, Wednesday
Mathematics

26/03/09, Thursday
Chemistry

27/03/09, Friday
Physics

2009-03-09T16:20:00.000+08:00

Quote Mr Dennis Lee, 'there's 362 more days to the release of your A Level results. Are you prepared?' I am so not prepared yet. So, I need to mug. So, I need to stop blogging so much. Scold me if you see another post after this one, cos common tests start this Friday. Which means I should be mugging.

Sorry, I'm kinda whinny today. I was complaining to Jia Min and Xue Wei a bit about only being able to see him once a week. Hahaha. Okay, I'm going to sleep now. Headache's killing me a bit X(

2009-03-07T09:11:00.003+08:00

I looked down at my paper, checked to make sure it was my results slip and not anyone else's. Then I saw the grade. I got Merit for Oral. I don't care much for oral. Then I saw the grade for the paper. It was a D. A shocking D. I was glad to have passed. But I remember being quite confident of the paper. Then suddenly, *zzt zzt zzt. zzt zzt zzt. zzt zzt zzt. This Is My Desire starts playing*

HAHAHAHAHA. My alarm rang :P I had a dream that I got D for A Level MT :P Aiyah, but I think that even if I did get a D, I wouldn't retake MT cos it's such a waste of time. At most I just don't count MT in when applying for uni lor. Hahaha. Aiyah, I got a B and a merit for oral. Really shocking. Haha. Cos I got a E for MT promos last year, and normally, I get a S for common tests :P wahoo!! Praise the Lord! Really thank God (:

Oh, and we saw the results for the '08 batch of graduating students. Amazing sia! I don't really care much for the overall top student, but woah, the most improved student is seriously amazing! From 20pts at O levels to 3As 1B at A levels?! WOW. My jaw dropped and all I could do was stare in shock and clap my hands. Hahaha. But really mann. There were also a few 17 or 16 pointers who got 4As for A levels. Really amazing. They really must have worked their asses off for A levels la.

Anyways, all because of Xue Wei's cravings for sweet and spicy drumlets, we went to PizzaHut after gettting back our results. Ate so much that I couldn't even eat dinner yesterday night.

Oh, and did I mentioned, I'm eating 2 bowls of rice every night, just to prove to my grandma that I'm not becoming anorexic like kelly -.- so insulting la. bleah. And 2 bowls of rice is super filling! X(

2009-03-02T22:15:00.001+08:00

YAAAWWWWNNNNNNZZZZZZZZ...
*snores~*

The after effects of having too much fun :P

2009-03-01T15:25:00.000+08:00

sunshine after the rain (:

more like rainbow la :P

2009-02-27T14:45:00.000+08:00

EMO.

Last night was kinda fun. Though I was supposed to cry cos the movie's supposed to be sad.

Anyways, time needs to pass a little faster. Fast forward to tmr!! X( I need something...